Warning : Today's post is wordy, don't start reading if you can't take it.

today. i dont know why i'm having moodswings. sigh. i hate it la. seriously. sucks. This morning went to grandma house and had lunch at a vegetarian restaurant with my mum, aunt, grandma, cousin and maid. The food there is yummy. hahs.

recently, it seems like alot of things are happening and some things are going to change already. yes, i know there are things around me that are going to change and i think many of us needs time to adapt, get used to it. Maybe i'm like worrying too much, but i dont know, sometimes i just feel kinda sad though. i know it may seems nth much, but to me, it's quite a lot.

Matters regarding money seems so confusing, i dont know. sometimes i dont know why money matters. seriously, the more i think, the more confused i am. you can say i'm dumb or what. idk. i seems to be getting more confused. i think i should not bother, since i'm like still a teenager, not adult. i shall let them settle the matters. i only care abt matters of the heart. how everyone is feeling abt this situation. well, i wont elaborate here. yeah. i just need a place to rant as i'm kinda troubled.

today is public holiday, i wanted to spend this day happily and relaxed and stuff. hahs. but in the end... it's ok. i look forward to tmr. like finally getting to meet him after like 1 month. omg. it's so so long. hahs. it's ok. tata.

i think sometimes i weird, not many can read my mind, not many will understand what i am saying, not many will know where i am heading to. weird.

it's still the same three words. iloveyou. <3