nothing much today. was feeling bored so decided to blog a little. but there's nothing much to blog about. lol. i shall blog about MANGO. since jo wants me to do so huh. MANGO actually lied to me that they had outing that day. but the truth is, they didnt even had an outing. oh so sad right. omg. this is so crap la. idk what am i talking here.

we do not have to be bothered by what people say or comment about us yah. (: just be yourself. some people just tend to think toooooooooooo much. disgusting. yikes. hahs.

boring. sigh. i shall go sleep. goodnight.

imissyou and iloveyou <3

Last day of OTC

Today was the last day of OTC. well, after 4 days 3 nights camp and after 3 theory course day. i've learnt quite a lot of stuff. yes. i did. some things that i've learnt are probably kinda difficult to describe but i just know it's there as i can feel it. feel the change, feel the impact. lol. apart from learning new values and getting to know and understand my beliefs, i made new friends. some of them are kinda nice ppl that will give you advices and help you along the way. i was glad that i went for otc and meeting new ppl and get to un-learn and re-learn stuff. hahas. i would like to thank those who helped me along the way. Tango was such a lovable group. i still remember during camp days, our performance, i would say is the most special one - only group that had no music for dance. hahas. was worried before the performance that we would screw up, but well~ we did a great job with those remix there. lol. (: I would like to thank each and everyone in Tango, it's because of you all that made me perservered and strive on. those encouragements that you all had given me and those push and pull that cheered me on. (: hahs. and special thanks to our 2 beloved group mentors - sir qing jun and mdm pei jun. never losing faith in anyone of us and always encouraging us and giving us advices and guiding us through the course. thanks loads! (: i believe this journey never ends, and it's just the start for us. so everyone let's strive on for whatever we do, not just in sj but in everything we do!

Lead with Honour.

so had exam today, it was quite alright. (: samuel was not feeling well and he had high fever. so he went home first. Take care! Get well soon! hahas. Don't worry okays, you will be alright one. (:

tmr is presentation for PROP!! omg. single parent. lol. well~ may everything go well. jia you! hahahs. shall go do the script. Goodnight!

iloveyou. <3

i wanna be there for you and i will try my best to.
no matter what happens, i will always believe in you.
holding you up, even if everyone puts you down. alright.
so you got to believe in yourself too.
don't let those words get you down.
okays, i believe you can boy. jia you!
i will always be there for you. love~

STRESS!

Argh. STRESS is the only word that is in my mind now. i am like so worried about the poster lah. gar. tmr need study for sj theory exam and at night have something on and i can also do some poster and sunday committed to OTC. and monday having PROP. then tues submission of poster. god. there is like not enough time. i am worrying worrying worrying. shit it. sometimes i am like angry with myself la. dumb. i have learnt not to procrastinate. i have learnt to spend my time wisely. i have learnt about time management. yes yes yes. i have learnt. argh. i shall go and continue now. just so frustrated that i have to rant rant rant. sigh. what's the point of complaining now, doesnt solve anythin friggin thing. arhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. screams*
okays. better? lol. start work!

I CAN DO IT! JIA YOU!

sometimes you just really need that push, and more of self-motivation.
cos there won't always be someone there for you.
sometimes, you really need to just be there for yourself.

thankyouforyourhelpandadvices. iloveyou. <3

I am a happy girl today cos i did 2 good deeds. (: 1) this morning on the bus michele and i gave up 2 seats to an old couple. and they thanked us and smiled. (: 2) when going home i alighted from the bus and saw a blind lady also alighting so helped her and walked her to her block then walk home. She was kinda young and she was grateful and thanked me, praising me and said 'may God bless you~' sweet. hahs. yup so was a HAPPY girl today. yups. okays. gotta sleep and talk to my darl~ lol.


Project worksssssss- argh! Just one word - STRESS! lol

goodnight. hahas.

loves~ <3

i am in school library doing project. but i am feeling so bored! gar. sigh. well well. i am recovering but still having flu and cough. sigh sigh. So i didnt go OTC on sunday cos was still having fever, but thanks uh for ppl who sent me notes and the exam tips. (: (Hi im Michele, thanks for the well wishes ^^V) this is M cutting in when i type halfway. lol

anyway, yesterday went piano lesson and when i bus-ed home i was kinda happy. just because of a smile. hahs. i smiled at the bus driver when boarding cos he smiled at me. hahs. so i alighted at my house bus stop and when i looked back the bus driver waved and say bye to me. felt so happy at this small act of his. i dont know why, but it made me happy and glad. i think sometimes in life, there are many small little things that can actually make our day. it depends on how you look at it, how you view it. yups/ (: hahas.

*michele is leaning on me now and joey peeping over my shoulders and like a monkey yakking away. (Tan. M, 2009) omg. this is so APA. lol. okays. tata for now. (:
bye people!!

M.Y.J

iloveyou. <3

I AM SICK!

well, i am sick. sigh. didnt go to school today, and was given 3 days mc, so if i have not recovered on Sunday, not going OTC. I am down with fever, cough, flu. my temperature is like so high now 38.9 degrees celsius. i dont like having fever, it make my head hurts like hell. argh. irritating. yah. no appetite as well, dont feel like eating anything, but i got to cos of the medicine. so mum cooked porridge - plain white porridge. no choice but to eat a little. and parents went for some performance at esplanade and i cant go!! saddd. well. hope i'll get well soon like seriously, dont wanna go ttsh.

Michele get well soon!

imissyou. iwantyoubymyside. i love you. <3

West Coast Park

First of all,
Happy 17th Birthday Michele!!!
hahas. hope you enjoyed today with US! (:

Today's post shall have pictures to brighten up my wordy and down down blog. hahs. (: went west coast park today with ms tan hui min and T01 and T02 i think. so reached there and split into groups, so walked around with michele, joey and mcking. took super loads of photos. hahas. Pictures speak a thousand words.

i like this long long thing.

michele and joey

spider web is so fun.

this "tunnel" is so nice lah. though we are so dark but still nice. (:

me. (:

M for Michele. (: hahas. and after taking this photo my poor slippers broke.

michele is like a happy child. hahas. (:

i am higher than joey.

michele is like the highest, and we talked like that. hahas

twist. and michele asked me who is the 'blob' behind, without knowing it's herself. -.- hahs.

joey the wax figure with me.


mcking on this thing which is damn fun. (:

joey's turn.

my turn.

michele's turn.
all of us had so much fun playing this over and over again.

and the best. michele fell and she's lying on the sand. hahs. we laughed like hell. she cant get down so jumped and fell. hahs. but nice position (:

this is only like part of it. still have second half of the day, but i think it'll take damn long. shall do it next time. (: michele's birthday celebration will be up soon as well. hahs. good night.

i love you. <3

030709

i was in malaysia that day. i felt so bad that i wanna blog but i cant get internet, so i typed it in my phone which is 6 pages long. hahs.

Life is unpredictable. Last friday she was still talking to me, and now she passed away due to heart attack. It's really shocking. Although she is just a nanny who took care of my newborn niece, but she is very friendly and always talked to me and shared her experiences of looking after infants, and she is now no longer around. it's just kind of shocking when i heard the news. i think life is like that, you really dont know what is going to happen the next day. We should live life to the fullest, like there is no tomorrow. lol. Cherish every single one around us. Let them know that they are important in our lives. Life is like that. From birth to death, it is a cycle that just repeats itself.
I also believe that if you treat someone badly, next time someone will do the same to you too. I miss my Granny all of a sudden, although she had already passed away for 4 years. Used to go back to malaysia often to visit her. Now she's no longer there, sometimes when i saw her stuff, it will just remind me of her. Granny is a nice lady, she taught me a lot of nice phrases about life which are very meaningful. (: i think i hate to have someone close to me leaving me, but i know this is life. It's like that, when it's time, you'll die. It's part and parcel of life. Yes, i got it.

i was feeling down that night, hahs. but after thinking and thinking and thinking, i was fine. lol. i think i start to think a lot as i grow older, hahs.

YESTERDAY

went OTC, hahs. it's the same, lessons - lunch - lessons - home. hahas. was tired yesterday, during lectures i am struggling to be awake, and samuel was not feeling well so didnt go = no one to entertain me. hahs. (: but after lunch wei qi sat beside alr so we talked and planned TANGO Outing!! hahas. yay! so next sunday no OTC so we will be having TANGO Outing at East Coast Park. hahs. wet weather program is to go Samuel's House. hahs. Think everyone might go, hopefully everyone goes including sir qj and mdm pj. (:
the fun thing about yesterday is that it started raining after training so charmaine, george and i were like running from HQ to mrt. charmaine and i ran and laughed at the same time, so we got damn tired and started walking in the heavy rain. hahs. looks dumb, i know. but it had been so so long since i last run and walked in such heavy rain. of course i am drenched. hahs. but thanks to the 2 guys from otc that we met halfway, they sheltered us to the mrt station. hahas. (: well. that's abt it. hahs. going to leave house soon. meeting ys for lunch and he'll send me to np. grins. (:

oh and today is youth day. Happy Youth Day! but sad, i still have school. oh well~

6 more days to go... i love you <3

sometimes i will feel lonely, sometimes i will feel neglected, sometimes i will feel that i do not belong, sometimes sometimes... it's just like that...

tata.