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i was in malaysia that day. i felt so bad that i wanna blog but i cant get internet, so i typed it in my phone which is 6 pages long. hahs.

Life is unpredictable. Last friday she was still talking to me, and now she passed away due to heart attack. It's really shocking. Although she is just a nanny who took care of my newborn niece, but she is very friendly and always talked to me and shared her experiences of looking after infants, and she is now no longer around. it's just kind of shocking when i heard the news. i think life is like that, you really dont know what is going to happen the next day. We should live life to the fullest, like there is no tomorrow. lol. Cherish every single one around us. Let them know that they are important in our lives. Life is like that. From birth to death, it is a cycle that just repeats itself.
I also believe that if you treat someone badly, next time someone will do the same to you too. I miss my Granny all of a sudden, although she had already passed away for 4 years. Used to go back to malaysia often to visit her. Now she's no longer there, sometimes when i saw her stuff, it will just remind me of her. Granny is a nice lady, she taught me a lot of nice phrases about life which are very meaningful. (: i think i hate to have someone close to me leaving me, but i know this is life. It's like that, when it's time, you'll die. It's part and parcel of life. Yes, i got it.

i was feeling down that night, hahs. but after thinking and thinking and thinking, i was fine. lol. i think i start to think a lot as i grow older, hahs.

YESTERDAY

went OTC, hahs. it's the same, lessons - lunch - lessons - home. hahas. was tired yesterday, during lectures i am struggling to be awake, and samuel was not feeling well so didnt go = no one to entertain me. hahs. (: but after lunch wei qi sat beside alr so we talked and planned TANGO Outing!! hahas. yay! so next sunday no OTC so we will be having TANGO Outing at East Coast Park. hahs. wet weather program is to go Samuel's House. hahs. Think everyone might go, hopefully everyone goes including sir qj and mdm pj. (:
the fun thing about yesterday is that it started raining after training so charmaine, george and i were like running from HQ to mrt. charmaine and i ran and laughed at the same time, so we got damn tired and started walking in the heavy rain. hahs. looks dumb, i know. but it had been so so long since i last run and walked in such heavy rain. of course i am drenched. hahs. but thanks to the 2 guys from otc that we met halfway, they sheltered us to the mrt station. hahas. (: well. that's abt it. hahs. going to leave house soon. meeting ys for lunch and he'll send me to np. grins. (:

oh and today is youth day. Happy Youth Day! but sad, i still have school. oh well~

6 more days to go... i love you <3