Went to mahaprajna this morning for graduation ceremony. This year i didn't go back for lessons cos i was pretty busy. but i really do miss those times there. I don't know, but when i go back there last week and this week, although i have not seen my friends there for about a year, but when i go back to that familiar place, i felt safe, calmness and peace and it just feels right there. Sometimes i really do enjoy the peacefulness and calmness in mahaprajna. after that went to orchard lido to meet mich, jo and mcking for group proj. did some work and went ion muji. hahs.

sometimes i feel as though i've lost myself, sometimes i want my old self back, but i can't find it. i don't like it. seriously. sometimes i don't even know how should i act. be normal, be natural how? oh well. think I'm thinking toooo much and i think I'm being sensitive. yeah maybe. hahs.

alright. after ranting i shall go do homework. i gotta rush my chlt now. Jiayou!

i miss you. how i wish you were here right now. i love you. <3.

Hectic Life

Recently life has been really hectic and busy. Life has been stressful, i am flooded with assignments and projects. I think time management is really important, i think i gotta work on this. My time management SUCKS. I feel so not organised, i feel like everything is so packed, so not well planned, my life, i got to plan it myself, get it organised. I seriously need an organised schedule and a plan of what am i gonna do. I can't function well now. Hahs. make me sound like i am some robot or something. Oh well~

Priorities, priorities. What's my priorities. In life, there are many things that we got to do, the most important thing is to know what's our priorities, if we don't get our priorities right, we wont be efficient in what we do. Well, I know it's really important to have priorities, but do you really know what you want in life, do you really know what are your priorities?

"Don't tell me your problems, tell me your solutions." quoted from ys which was from zw. hahs. quite true huh. We always complain and complain, rant and rant. Complaining about our problems and stuff, but we always didn't think about what should we do instead. What's the point of complaining when you are not thinking of any solutions to solve the problems. Action speaks louder than words. Seriously. BUT it's easier to be said than done. HAHS. contradicting? I think afterall, it's up to us to see what we want, how we want to solve it or just leave it there as if things will work out themselves.

SO, leowyihang what are you still waiting for. Wake up man. start to plan and organise your life, or else you are just gonna be good at nothing. Manage your own time, think of ways that you can get things done and overcome this. You need time for sjab, hi club, piano, projects, individual assignments, family time, own personal time etc etc. everyone have the same 24hrs, if others can do it why can't you? Come on man, buck up. JIAYOU!!

i shall leave it here today...

i am sorry i dont have much time for you nowadays. you are going camp soon, going china soon. i will miss you. i will find time to meet you alright. take care. iloveyou. <3

currently in school doing project. sigh. there's like so many projects? hahs. oh well. time flies man. sians. tats all. nothing much today. hahs. just bored. well well. till then~


takecareokays.getwellsoon.notfeelingwellshouldseeadoctor.loveyou<3

yoohoo. it's me blogging. hehe. asssignments and projects are coming again. it's like so so many things to do. and currently i am doing my materials for the IP. hahs. yeah. so there's nothing much these few days. things are still the same. i am still going through the same routine everyday. school, work, sleep. school, work, sleep. sometimes i wonder why people also work like a robot. oh, maybe it's just me? well well. hahs. it's okay. high S likes routine, right. LOL! so spent so much time in the library today, searching high and low for dpl library search. T.T

going library tmr again to do chlt and tetl. yeah. busy and hectic life. my schedule is so so packed. i need to breathe!! apparently my life is almost fully packed from monday to friday. sad. :(

i shall go and sleep soon. goodnight ppl.

quite shocking, oh well life's unpredictable, sometimes ppl just dont understand _____. sigh.saddening though.


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finally updated! (:

It's my 60th post. hahs. so so so long since i last posted. oh well. internet at home sucks, always give me problems. but it's okay. hmm. so many things have happened recently. grandma is staying with me already. the house at siang kwang ave is officially sold, all my childhood memories there with my cousins. hahs. it's okay, i have pictures. (:

Yesterday

i was on the bus home after HI club. i was on 261, there was this blind man, he was singing so so loudly on the bus, everyone is finding him weird, crazy,scary. I wont deny that i do felt a little afraid of him. but he said some words that made me felt helpless, felt sad. he sang so much, sang so loud so as to gain people's words of encouragement. i dont know what to say, how to help. so he was abt to get off the bus, but he does not know which stop, so i told him then he got down at the same stop as me. No one approached to help him. he just crossed the road, right in the middle of a cross junction, everyone was staring at him, shocked, worried, but no one helped him. i was worried so i ran across the road to help him. but after that i felt scared, i dont know why, but i know i cant back out already since i started helping him, so i walked him to the hawker centre and ordered food and drinks. sigh. oh well.

i shall upload some pictures for these few days.

ys and i

dumbdumb. (:

tata. thats me caught eating choco ice cream. hohoho

thats all. hahs.