Went to mahaprajna this morning for graduation ceremony. This year i didn't go back for lessons cos i was pretty busy. but i really do miss those times there. I don't know, but when i go back there last week and this week, although i have not seen my friends there for about a year, but when i go back to that familiar place, i felt safe, calmness and peace and it just feels right there. Sometimes i really do enjoy the peacefulness and calmness in mahaprajna. after that went to orchard lido to meet mich, jo and mcking for group proj. did some work and went ion muji. hahs.

sometimes i feel as though i've lost myself, sometimes i want my old self back, but i can't find it. i don't like it. seriously. sometimes i don't even know how should i act. be normal, be natural how? oh well. think I'm thinking toooo much and i think I'm being sensitive. yeah maybe. hahs.

alright. after ranting i shall go do homework. i gotta rush my chlt now. Jiayou!

i miss you. how i wish you were here right now. i love you. <3.